Friday, July 2, 2010
heartless harlot much?
so i dont get it. i think i must be heartless or emotionless or not very thoughtful on important subjects or something because i can never think of anything to write on my blog except when ive gone through a breakup or something else emotionally tramatic like that. like ive gone back through some of my old posts and a lot of them seem to be around the time when ive gone through a breakup. and most of them involve song lyrics. that is because i am horrible with words so i listen to lots of music and find the words that i cannot say. if you recall to one of my posts from last fall, i told about a notebook that i made called "Music and Lyrics". its a notebook full of song lyrics that stick out to me on certain days and i record them in my notebook. so anyway, i have just noticed that the past week when ive come on my blog to check things or whatnot i have had a hard time thinking of something to write. before, when i was going through a breakup, there was always that song at certain points that just really stuck out to me and i just had to share it somewhere, and that somewhere just happened to be my blog. i think that since i havent had anything to say that concerns my breakup lately that that means im over it? i mean, the guy is still my friend and we've hung out a few times since and we even got to talk things over and talk about how we are going to just stay good friends and i guess i just needed to move on. which is why the posts have stopped coming. which is weird, i mean c'mon! dont i have other things to talk about in my life!? .... this is why i created my blog, so i can talk about random stuff about myself and what i think about things and not care what others think, right? i am a very random person, i should be able to swim to the deep end and talk about other things. so starting next post i will talk about something else! well, maybe... lol i cant make any guarantees! i just dont know the next time i'll get on my blog. my life is so undpredictable these days. i am just enjoying my summer with my amazing friends :) well tata for now!
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things of interest marlee can write about:
ReplyDeletemilk
what its like to be part mexican
logan
our home ward
the singles ward
favorite movies that mean a lot to you
playing barbies
why you love your bestest friend steph!!!
Marlee, I have the same problem as you sometimes. I just can't think of things to blog about. I guess it helps that I have 6 blogs...
ReplyDeleteAnd if it seems like you blog more when you're dealing with something big/bad (like a breakup), that's not a bad thing. Breakups and things like them bring out very strong emotions in anybody, be they good or bad, and you're going to want to express those emotions any way you can. Sometimes you'll express them in a blog, sometimes you'll do it by talking to your friends. Emotions are easier to deal with when you get them out in the open, which is why we tell our friends what we're feeling.
But, just remember to try to be happy and to smile. There's just too many things in this world that can make you happy to dwell on the ones that make you sad.