"life sucks, and then you die"

so i have pneumonia. need i say more?

i will anyways because i have nothing better to do. so yesterday i woke up at like 5 AM with the chills. i would have to say that one of the worst feelings in the world is being hot AND cold at the same time. my body was so bipolar yesterday i really wanted someone to shoot me and put me out of my misery. but that obviously didnt happen or else i wouldnt be posting stuff on my blog right now. so my mom has pneumonia too. she's been on antibiotics since tuesday though. we were both exposed to someone who had it a couple weeks ago. we thought that if i didnt get sick from that that i would maybe get sick from my mom and that it would show up in a week or so. well no, it didnt. it came yesterday. since ive had pneumonia before i was more likely to catch it again. so my mom took me to the doctor yesterday because we were positive it was pneumonia and we didnt think we should postpone it any longer and that i should get on antibiotics asap. so just a little tangent here... i have been making a list of bunch of movies that i want to watch. i thought to myself that there are too many to watch that there is no way i'd have time to watch them all unless i was sick and had nothing else to do but sit in bed and watch movies all day long. so guess what! my wish came true. i dont mean to sound all complainey here... but i literally feel like crap. my chills and fever are gone today, but i am still really HOT! my mom felt my head and said i wasnt hot at all, but cool. oh stupid body of mine. at least i was able to sleep through the whole night last night. another thing i think that is the worst feeling in the world is when you are so tired that all you want to do is sleep but you cant because you have the stupid chills. i took some medicine right before i went to bed, hoping it would make me drowsy enough to sleep long enough. well it worked, but i still have a pounding headache. ugh. ok i'm done complaining now.

p.s. does anyone know where that quote for my title is from??? fifty points goes to the winner.

missionaries!

so i am at that age where all or most of my guy friends are gone on their missions. i have been writing a few of them already. i absolutely love getting mail and i look forward to their letters everyday! now that some of them are out of the country, it is going to take a long time to get my letters out to them and then for them to get back to me. i guess i'll just have to be patient, a trait that i wish i was better at. anywho, so i have been getting some fun letters from my friends. for awhile i started using dearelder.com. for those of you who dont know what that is, its where you can type out your letters and for a small fee you send them to your missionaries. they print them out and then send them for you. well i got bored of that quickly because i missed handwriting my letters and adding pictures and drawings and all that personal jazz. the prices are the same so i'd rather just have fun writing my letters and sending stuff too. in one letter to a very good friend of mine i wrote a very colorful letter and along with a few pictures i also sent a couple of fake tattoos. haha. to another missionary, my cousin actually, i sent a couple of sudoku puzzles. lol! i have also colored pictures of disney princesses and sent those out as well. i like making my letters colorful with lots of different colored pens, as well as adding random drawings of inside jokes with each friend. i miss my boys... i wish they werent gone, but i know that they must be out doing the Lord's work because that is what they are supposed to be doing. i am ecstatic for the day when they get back and i get to see them again. i know its a long ways away, but i hope things havent changed too much that we arent as good as friends anymore. see, a few of the guys im writing i am very close to, they were some of my very best friends in high school. :)

p.s. the picture on the right is from one of my friends' farewell and this was taken of all of us together :) the one on the left was taken at our Senior Baccalaureate (probably just butchered that word, but you get the idea), it was right before graduation. oh the nostalgia...

Midnight Movies!

So last week I was able to go to TWO midnight showings of movies in a row! The first night was Eclipse! The girls and I made some pretty awesome t-shirts and had some time before so we walked around Gateway and took pictures! We had so much fun at the premiere! It was such a good movie!! Here are some pics of that night!

The next night was Avatar the Last Airbender! We had so much fun dressing up and we looked amazing! The movie was disappointing, but we still had an action-packed time being all dressed up! Here are some pics of that night!

heartless harlot much?

so i dont get it. i think i must be heartless or emotionless or not very thoughtful on important subjects or something because i can never think of anything to write on my blog except when ive gone through a breakup or something else emotionally tramatic like that. like ive gone back through some of my old posts and a lot of them seem to be around the time when ive gone through a breakup. and most of them involve song lyrics. that is because i am horrible with words so i listen to lots of music and find the words that i cannot say. if you recall to one of my posts from last fall, i told about a notebook that i made called "Music and Lyrics". its a notebook full of song lyrics that stick out to me on certain days and i record them in my notebook. so anyway, i have just noticed that the past week when ive come on my blog to check things or whatnot i have had a hard time thinking of something to write. before, when i was going through a breakup, there was always that song at certain points that just really stuck out to me and i just had to share it somewhere, and that somewhere just happened to be my blog. i think that since i havent had anything to say that concerns my breakup lately that that means im over it? i mean, the guy is still my friend and we've hung out a few times since and we even got to talk things over and talk about how we are going to just stay good friends and i guess i just needed to move on. which is why the posts have stopped coming. which is weird, i mean c'mon! dont i have other things to talk about in my life!? .... this is why i created my blog, so i can talk about random stuff about myself and what i think about things and not care what others think, right? i am a very random person, i should be able to swim to the deep end and talk about other things. so starting next post i will talk about something else! well, maybe... lol i cant make any guarantees! i just dont know the next time i'll get on my blog. my life is so undpredictable these days. i am just enjoying my summer with my amazing friends :) well tata for now!