the only thing worse than beating a dead horse is betting on one

Relient K Lyrics of the week!
So one day last week was my little tribute to Relient K! I just love their lyrics so much! While listening to their songs, some of the lyrics stuck out to me. Whether the lyrics it is just amazing writing, or it has to do with things going on in my life. I’ll let you figure that out, because I couldn’t tell ya. Well here they are :)

Apathetic Way to Be
Yeah, I'm not angry and no I'm not upset
It's taken me awhile, but this is what I've learned:
emotional attachment is really not a threat
when I'm simply not concerned.

You won't laugh at me like I'm not happy
With anything, anytime, anywhere.
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half, just doesn't care.

Yeah, being apathetic's so pathetic when you're beat.
I don't care, what matters to you does not matter to me.
Cause I don't care.

Over Thinking
I was thinking, over thinking
Cause there’s just many scenarios
To analyze, look in my eyes
Cause your my dream please come true
I was thinking, over thinking
About exactly how I’m not exactly him
I'll break my heart in two
More times than you could ever do
Cause your my dream please come true

The Lining is Silver
Isn't it nice to know
That the lining is silver
Isn't it nice to know
That we're golden

Hope for Every Fallen Man
You may be dead to me,
But that don’t mean we can’t be friends.

Now it’s time to get over this as long as it’s clear you understand,
That I will never trust a single thing you say again.

Don’t give up; it’s not the end.
There’s hope for every fallen man,
To pick themselves up when they think they can
Because with every passing second comes a second chance.

You stole so much from me and there is nothing left to take,
Save a hard-learned lesson on how to not make the same mistake.

Up And Up
Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history of what's gone wrong
That the hope of a new day is sometimes hard to see
But I'm finally catching on to it
Yeah the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is where I'll be

Bite My Tongue
Sometimes I say things that
I wish I could take back
The most crucial thing I lack
Is a thing called tact
But if you're always so intently listening
Then the smartest thing to say is to tell myself not to say a thing

Give Until There’s Nothing Left To Give
No one told me the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much is too much to give you
Well, I may never know so I'll just give until there's nothing else

Forgiven
Cause we're all guilty of the same things
We think the thoughts whether or not we see them through
And I know that I have been forgiven
And I just hope you can forgive me too

I Need You
I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need

Forget And Not Slow Down
I'd rather forget and not slow down
Than gather regret for the things I can't change now

High of 75
And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.

But I'll wait outside
Hoping that I'll catch sight of the sun.

I So Hate Consequences
So here I sit looking at the traffic lights
The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites
I want to run away I want to ditch my life
Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night

It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that
And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want

And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
I hate these consequences
Because I know that I let you down
Now I don't wanna deal with that

The Only Thing Worse Than Beating A Dead Horse Is Betting On One
Opinions are immunity
To being told you’re wrong
Paper, rock, and scissors,
they all have their pros and cons

Let It All Out
but tomorrow, upon hearing what I did
I will stare at you in disbelief
oh, inconsistent me
crying out for consistency

and you said I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

and today I will trust you with the confidence
of a man who's never known defeat
and I'll try my best to just forget
that that man isn't me

reach out to me
make my heart brand new
every beat will be for you
for you

and I know you know
you touched my life
when you touched my heavy heart and made it light

When I Go Down
I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

Prego!

So we found this kitty in the parking lot by our apartment. We took her up to our room with us and fed her some turkey and milk. We named her Prego because she is definately prego! She was so cute walking around and rubbing herself against us and just loving the attention. We made her a little bed so she could take a nap, but she only took a quick one. We didn't have Prego for very long because it was time to take her back outside. Chelsie and I were heartbroken about leaving her because Prego kept following us back and sitting outside the door. Finally we took her farther into the parking lot where she perched herself under a car and we ran away. It was so sad, but it was fun to have a pet for a few hours. :)

HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

so wednesday was my half birthday! wazoo! :D to celebrate i used my Olive Garden gift card and brought along 3 of my friends to dinner! it was SOOOO yummy! salad... breadsticks... chicken alfredo... YUMMY YUMMY IN MY TUMMY TUMMY ! haha! and then the next day i had leftovers for lunch. i drool just thinking about it! i could seriously be satisfied with dying after eating at Olive Garden because i love that food so much :)

stressful much?

well it has been awhile since i updated my blog! these last couple weeks i have just been so busy with school!! i had tests in all my classes! boo! and to top on the stress of all that, we have been trying to find an apartment for next school year! it is not as easy as it looks we've found out.... we have found several great places we want to live, but not all of them have openings because stupid people already living there want to stay there. boo them! well we still have a few places to look at so hopefull we'll find somewhere good!